20.5.12

It's been a while since I've visited. I open up these old blogs of mine, filled with spider-webs and bats... Just the way I left them.
I'll be writing in here more often. I miss having a place of my own to unravel.

Hello again old me. I've missed you. I hope you haven't forgotten me. You are me, and I am you. We'll be seeing a lot more of each other... I promise.

-Nancy

Slap of truth


A little bit of me falls in love with almost every person I meet. 
I like being read to and having someone to color on Denny’s napkins with me from time to time at 3am. I’m a complete mess most of the time, but I promise I’m a lovely person.
I’m constantly worried about how I’m going to pay bills every month yet I spend all my cash on parking meters and strawberries. I cry way too often and apologize when someone bumps into me. I laugh way too hard when someone has the hiccups and smile when I’m uncomfortable. I love peaches and mangos.
I like rude people, loud noises, and the smell of gasoline stations.
Some of the best decisions I’ve made were the ones I did in total disregard of the consequences.
I wake up to eyeliner and lipstick marks on my pillow because I’m too lazy to take off my makeup at night. I sometimes leave a post-it on someones car telling them to have a good day when I’m having the worst.
Love is such a nice word. It makes me feel happy :) the word “supposedly” has a nice ring to it too, I feel as if I’m using my whole mouth just saying it.
My books take me to places that don’t even exist on maps. They’re my getaway when I’m feeling vulnerable.
I don’t understand how I still have a job after being such an obnoxious cunt to so many customers… I only do it when I feel I’m being disrespected though, not saying it’s a good excuse, it’s just the person I am.
I like talking about sex at inappropriate times and I yell when shushed.
I’m a dreamer but also the biggest procrastinator on the planet. I like watching cheesy movies and incorporating them to reality because they make life that much greater. I trip on my own feet sometimes and get up on my own because I want to see if I could do it.
I constantly have to be reminded of things and have repeated that I do exist to someone.
This is my blog, I’m constantly blogging pictures that make me happy and leave glitter in my heart.
I don’t have a point to anything, I’m just sayin’
-Nancy Love